HOPE. It's not on you. It's not your own power, your gifts, your smarts, wits, charm, experience, cunning, abilities, or anything centered in you. At all. It's on God, centered in Him. So stop thinking you've gotta figure it all out, know the plan, understand the details or even the essentials. Hope is - God loves you, He is good, and He is going to look after you. So trust Him. Let Him pull you up. Give Him permission to lead you. Follow, let go, then hope in God and do not worry.